No More Robsten...

Just this morning I read a devastating news about Robsten. I think it's over. The news was about Kristen who allegedly cheating on Robert with her Snow White director, Rupert Sanders, a 41 year-old man, married with two kids. Today all news and tweets are devoted to Kristen. She made a public statement in  People magazine, saying she was truly sorry and she apologized tp someone she truly loves and respects: Rob..." I love him, I love him.I'm so so sorry". Her current photos of lip locking with Rupert were spread out in the media, fans are not happy about it. She made a huge mistake..and people including myself who watch the news and all the comments from the people, had made us lost faith in Robsten, The couple who people adore and dedicate their life this past four years. Yes, one mistake can not be forgotten, but can they be forgiven? we may speculate all we want, but I think the answer is up to both Rob and Kristen, They are the one who manage this relationship up until now, they have survived this whole media frenzy, and crazy fans of twihards. I am someone who is married, I know it is gonna be a long journey for someone like Rob to ever forgive her. It takes time..and if the relationship is worth fighting for, then it needs to be fixed. I've seen so many videos of Robert and Kristen together since 2008. They are meant to be. But, God himself who puts together them, and God himself who separates them.Wish them can go through this...if they break up..time will tell when he and kristen will reunite again. I keep my fingers cross.I love Robsten. 

Keep on Walking

Keep on Walking...

Life may look like it's unfair, and we are just trying to cope with everything that happens in our life, trying to resolve it, trying to suck it up...but sometimes we are just so vulnerable we can't stand it anymore. We often think..can't it be more difficult..as a mock for all the unfortunate things happen in our life.. Yeah, damn right, that happens sometimes. Was it such a waste? that everything we did in our life, doesn't turn out well in the future? Was it a waste of time, money, energy that, someone else thinks we have wasted. It did however, became the turning point of the present we have now...We wish something could have been done differently, but apparently they can't be undone. It may sound pathetic but all we could do just keep on walking to whatever future that holds for us, I myself can't think ..that sometimes I did something differently in the past...but regret are just not good for me, regrets will give me more regrets to come..why I didn't do this, did that, done that..name it..I thought about it. Regret is a sin..can't they see that. I don't want to regret what I did, or what I didn't do.. I just can't. But if a person keeps on reminding how a waste of things we have done...it hurts, but I'm not gonna make it an obstacle for me to move forward..it may not be running...it may not change the present what I have now..it just ..it keeps me looking ahead, and not seeing my past because I'm not gonna be that person...that always feel sorry for everything that happened in my life. Nope..I'm just keep on walking..to let God shows me where my next destination would be...

"regrets and mistakes are memories made...who would have thought bittersweet this was taste"--Adele--someone like you

"Life Immitating Art..?"

Ok....I admit..I freaking love twilight!I am a fan fiction addict and guilty by it...:) and seriously because the cast of Edward and Bella are "supposedly" a real life couple..now I am also a fan of Robsten (that's what you call for Robert and Kristen "couple name" from the fans and media)..The more they hide themselves from the media..the fans and the papz are goin insane to take their pictures everywhere, of course they wont admit anything if they are a couple..and its been going almost 4 freaking years! Personally because of their chemistry in twilight and..off screen pictures of them hanging out and caught kissing (but never admit it)..have made me intrigue about their life..as a fan, you want to know if they are gonna last this relationship since they are committed in Twilight Saga until this year..If the saga ended, will they still "hang out together"..they even share a house together..well according to what I read of course. As a good fan, you want them to have civilized and normal life away from the papz that hound them down no matter where they go..If they truly in a serious relationship, well that's good for them because they have survived the critics, gossip, bulls*** stories of cheating/pregnancy rumors, and public scrutinized for not "admitting" anything about their relationship. From my deepest heart I adore these two since 2008 of Twilight 1st movie...I was drawn by their on and off screen persona. They could be the low profile of hollywood couple...because no matter what they are admitting..the media still stir the rumors! This writing is just a ramble thoughts of mine..that has been a fan of Robsten..Cheers!